Dance is movement. Movement is life.
16th Feb Saturday
i'm so so so so so so sorry.
1. For not replying your msg before slping
2. For being dao last night
3. For talking irrelevant stuff
4. Not replying yr messages in sch
5. Making you kinda jealous?
Ok. i was damn freakingly pissed off, not exactly pissed off, but just kinda frustrated and its called "mang zang" in some dialect. yeah. that was what i was feeling. Out of nothing, maybe there's something. someone pissed me off in school, my uber messy room added to the pissed atmosphere, so much homework, mr zein's crazy sarcasm, the bus 39 took so long to come after piano, and the crazy driver dunno how to drive wan, and to top it all. I WAS JUST SIMPLY BU SHUANG. i'm so so so so so sorry darling. =(
I'm sorry for not being able to hlp you in yr work, its much beyond my means. I'm sorry for not being understanding enough. I'm sorry for adding more stress on you.
i'm just so sorry.
i promise.
i will reply yr gd nite msg no matter how pissed i am.
i will be more understanding.
i will not talk abt non relevant things.
i will let u know more abt my friends so u wun get lost in our conversation.
i will definately appreciate you more than ever.
just curious. did we became so cold just because wad mr ng told me? I'm sorry if i'm affecting you a lot.
today went to remove my braces at SMU. i was freakingly pissed in the morning still, and was fucked up by my dad. i'll like to say "I'm so sorry for being so dao and attitude this morning, Dad." but no guts to say to him. haix. and i'm so so so sad. i'm never gonna see Dr Boey again, unless my retainers got problem. :(
i dun wanna be the me that i am now. i feel caged. caged by what? work? i dunno. i lost myself. somewhere. in dunman high? in tamp mall, crestar? at home? on the street? i feel terrible. how to descride i dunno.
my soul got lost somewhere i dunno.
i am not me.
that's what i know.
gonna get back asap.
happy CNY to all.
i'm so sorry, nicholas.
just smile
Choir!
